why ? why ? and why ?
May 10, 2011 | 3:43 PM | 0 comments
Assalamualaikum .
hayy hooo kawan-2 y superb . -.-"
today i'm feel so sad ! errr >.< why ? hurmm
because he does not make me happy like always .
you know what ?i'm sure u dont know ryte ? --"
today's a day i did not see him at school last time .
HOW SAD I AM ?
in the morning , time at the rally , my eyes
sparkle looking for him but i do not see his nose at all .
i do not see any time he comes ? i ripped him last
but do not see . i have no MOOD ! >.<
somehow , i had no idea . i feel bored if he does not appear
in front of me one day . huh ! i really-2 mish him very much !
I have passed he class, but he was not there.
my friend told to me that him come, but why I do not see his face?
him self?or he deliberately avoid me? ya allah!
I'm very sad: '(any one I got him for me like this?
in class, I just shut up right away alone.
all of a sudden,
my eyes water flowing -.- "feeling anxious to play in my mind.
erghh! why with me ni? I cried and kept crying.
why he suddenly changed? I do not know what wrong I was. during recess time, I was trembling and heavy feet moving. my head is sick, there was a sense of want to faint. but I'm trying to survive. back from school last time, I tried to find him. but the shadow he saw I was not. how sad it was my heart!
only god only knows my situation
at that time. :'(
after coming home from school, I send a message to him. he treat me kind of want to just do not want. I apologize to him, I do not know whether I was a while back had left him, or he is leaving me. I got the message is the message, he did not want to just kind of want to respond to me. that time, I guess I'm a kind of person who already do not have to. OMG! What's wrong with him? What he is actually a problem? for why he did not know of any near me? I was on the stump? wuahahahaha! I cried! I want him to first! O God! please return him the first is: '(
now he is in the process of persuading me. I'm not sulking, but I'm just disappointed + sad, he is my life, my soul. only he who reigns in my heart. Haha! I already started jiwang-jiwang. anything I love hervery much. although sometimes he made me cry, hurt, disappointed, and many more lah. he is my life! without him I am dead. kind of song "TANPA" hikhikhik. ok lah, I want to go take a bath. bye-2 ! enjoyed itt yeahhh :))
P/S : actually , aien na update semalam , tp sbb tak sempat . ary ny baru bule POST ! hehe :)
P/S : actually , aien na update semalam , tp sbb tak sempat . ary ny baru bule POST ! hehe :)
Princess of Heart